party
Friday, March 04, 2005
just came back from Zuyao's party & i'm really tired. many turned up for the party yar, the ppl were there but the feelings...... just a little different from last year's. how should i put it? felt more sian bah. it wasn't bcoz of the activities or watever it's just at least last yr the class still get together & played truth or dare with the bois & girls but this yr, it's like we are in our own little grps & we just feel kinda awkard together.
mrs lum told us when she asked 2e6 which class is the most united? i was kinda surprised but not very surprised to hear that the ans was 2e3. i heard fr kj that many other classes also said our class was united. even my pri sch friends when they go into 1e3's blog said that 1e3 was v united. i nv forgot what mrs lum blogged in the old class blog, she said," u dunno how proud a teacher u've made." very touched when i read this. but it seems to me like the class's kind of dispersed this year. actually signs of disunity already showed themselves towards the end of last yr. wat's even more heart-breaking is ms chan who taught us last yr was barely in the class for half-an hour actually asked," where is the class spirit i saw in you last yr?" yar, where? where is our class spirit? i dunno. we seemed to have taken our class spirit last yr for granted. honestly, i dun feel as close i as did to the class this yr compared to last's. it's just the way some ppl's behaviour changed & some turned for the better whereas some were already bad enuf became worse, for eg. tch. i cant even bear to say "2e3 rocks" this yr. the feeling aint there anymore. but i'm sure if our hearts are still linked together, we can be like before, united as one. i hope the party had sort of strengthen our bond.
i guessed it's mr quek's birthday today. Happy Birthday Mr Quek! he brought us some sweets while we were hving our test. wats funny is he wrote," 1e3, some sweets for you." 1e3, i still prick my ears up when i hear this kinda hv a sense of belonging to me bah. i like 1e3 better than 2e3. he also mentioned that the sweets were birthday treats for us.
i'm spining my own fairy tale for the contest. but the word limit's too short. not enuf to develop a gd love story. i had to delete many parts of my story & it becomes like i'm reporting the story. i laso had to keep the descriptions of my characters short.
