idiot, i've had enuf. this goes out to that attention seeker. i noe u don't like me u don't hv to do so many obvious things to let me noe. i've had enuf of ur stupid tranturms. it's not my prob with u like throwing them by mind it when lessons are on, i'll appreciate it if u stop slamming ur bks on the table & flip ur books noisly. it's like i didn't even irritate u lor. if u wan a follower, get a dog. if u think i'm easy to bully think again ok. for ur info, i'm not really hurt by what u are doing coz i don't care much abt fair weather friends. i'm just pissed dats all. i wonder how u can be qualified.

to the friends that i've annoyed unintentionally. i wasn't mad at u gurls ok, but just bs at the sight of that attention seeker. i've had enuf, really. i can't stand ppl treating me like dirt. fine if u treat me like dirt, i'll treat u as if u r invisible. i was pretty cold today becoz i don't wanna start a fight moreover my mood wasn't gd. yar it's my fault for giving bs face. this is the first time that i actually felt like crying over my results. in pri sch i couldn't care less. i always tell myself, try harder the next time. yar try harder but i didn't. i didn't take my studies so seriously then. but today when i got back my progress report i'm really disappointed with myself. i don't wanna deceive myself by saying i've got no time, no energy. part of it i noe is becoz i'm lazy. if jianee can obtain gd results even when she has so many activities so can i. work harder & smarter!

tml xu lao shi's gonna test me. i'm really mentally prepared to be the reserve.