it seems really funny to me dat children wanna grow up as fast as they could so that they can break away from the reins of the adults & can afford whatever they want. but when we actually grow up we find hey, growing up's not dat nice after all. in fact, it's a pain. it's like u've been in wonderland for so long & suddenly, u're thrown into reality. everything just comes at u. no one cares if u can take it or not. it's just the way things go in reality. sometimes i can just sit down & think abt stuff. stuff like, "why am i a human?", "why was i brought into this world?". ask a child if he or she ever think like dat & the child will like give you a blur look. what's worse is they want us to find probs to improve on. eg. hving pw. hello? ok i noe it's suppose to not make singapore kids think dat learning's all in the textbk & dunno how to cope wif probs in the society. but we nid guidance. & how old are we? 14. i'm not saying ppl at 14 are retards but just inexperienced. nvm if u don't gif guidance what makes it worse is hving sumone to copy our ideas. we do water bottles & the following weeek u did the same. i don't mean u can't start on a water bottle project but what makes me pissed is the materials, the functions, u copied & add in more useless features. fine dudes.

ok i read the papers today & hey, sylvester's debut album's launching next week. i don't think i wanna buy it. the disappointment i got from taufik's debut album somehow make me lose confidence in sly's.