wow i still feel giddy after so many hrs of sleep. ytd i wore my costume & performed together with ZHCO on the school's stage. haha but too bad i didn't practise soem parts of the scores i forgot how to play. so how? lucky mong cover me up by sitting at the first row. at first hui fang asked me to sit in front coz i sitting second place mah got air-con den i realised dat i'll be sitting right in front of the audience. den she say want me to move up & sit in front coz i got dong zuo. but i argued dat i forgot how to play some parts she said dun care she just want the dong zuo. of coz u dun care lah coz i embarassed not u mah. anyway i manged to persude mong to sit in front. she should sit in front anyway.

so after the performance we took pictures. some with mr koh, mr ng & xu lao shi lying on the floor together. lol. chin ying asked the sec 2s to guide the sec 1s & bring glory to ZHCO for the next syf. sumore they said they aiming for gold with honurs. xu lao shi wanted us to join a chinese orchestra. i'm suppoed to go today but i dun wan. cant afford to let my grades slip again moreover i'm stressed enuf. my dad dun allow anyway. u noe wat? the feeling of sitting on the stage performing's real gd. beats sitting down there listening coz i'm into the music enjoying it & can move to express it. if i were the audience & sit there & move ppl might think i'm crazy but being a performer, u are suppoed to move so got advantage haha. but have to put in a lot of hard work just to sit on the stage to perform. but the feeling u get after performing, all the claps, the satisfaction make u forget about all the hard work. CO zhen de rang wo you ai you hen.