friends
Monday, June 27, 2005
read hy's blog just now & it reminds me abt a friend of mine too. haha been wanting u write this on my blog for so long but always forget lol.
maybe if eliz came here to read my blog she would noe who i'm toking abt. yar the days when my com was spolit i found myself thinking of her not many times bah just tot of her. we became gd friends unconciously because i wanted to spite a friend. As time goes by, i felt that she was a much a better friend coz she dotes on me. No one would ever guess we would fall out with each other over a game. Yar a game robbed us of our friendship and i'm the one who tempted her to do dat. probably becoz i was too immature dat time bah nv tot of her feelings kept bragging abt neopets in the end she hacked my account. at first i didn't noe until i found evidence i was so shocked. my best friend actually did that to me. disappointed and angry, i wanted to let her hv a taste of her own medicine. i shouldn't hv really i shouldn't hv done dat. She phoned me crying dat night. I didn't pretend dat i didn't hacked my account in fact i told her.
sometimes i wondered would we still be good friends if it wasn't for neopets? or was it we weren't meant to be? all the notes dat we wrote to each other saying 'forever friends' no longer meant anything to me at that time. i didn't hate her i didn't. haiz... after this incident i longer dare to trust anyone or call anyone my best friend. I told her i was sorry a yr later and she accepted it now although she's on my msn list, i dun even chat wif her. Not that i dun want to bah it's just to prevent awkward situations besides what's there to tok abt? Reflecting on this i realised that she contributed more to ur friendship. being patient with me when i get angry, put up with my wilfulness and all dat not all friends can do dat but she did. but i took it for granted.
this school hols i didn't meet up with my pri sch friends. no time bah. cy went to japan for exchange programme for 2 weeks. after she came back still hv to go for dance den the rest also busy i also busy haiz really miss them a lot.
fair weathered friends are easy to find wanna find true friends, man, u're gonna hv a hard time...
