i've been thinking about things which happened last yr
u noe, the first step i made into zhonghua
the first step i made into class
the first few faces i saw
den as i walked out of the door chu jun came & said hi
and dat surprised me lol.
days passed and i'm still trying to adjust myself into the new environment
months passed and a clique is forming
1st CIP visit, 1st class party blah blah blah
all the time spent together
cant belive one yr and 8 months just whizzed past
we had our fair share of fights, quarrels, doubts...
and soon we'll hv to go through the usual routine of saying goodbye
it hurts yes it does
but it's inevitable

as i make a comparision between this yr & last
i noticed obvious changes
some ppl's character changes nah
behaviour's a better word
so does mine
lol.
i witness cliques falling apart
and new ones forming

enough of reminsing about the past
i decided to fantasize about the future
years later when we join the working society
will the boys still be as playful?
will the gals still be exchanging the latest gossip?
will we still keep in touch?
and den i realised that school days are the best
really i mean it
when we are in the working society
the changes of getting backstab is so much higher
whereas the chances of having a confidante's as small as a grain of sand

looking back at the things which happened this yr
i feel like slapping myself for making a foolish mistake
why in the world did i do dat?
why must i invite unnessary trouble?
why? why? why?
how am i going to clear this mess now?
i dunno
i really dunno


school's starting tml
still hv cca
sian