Is this me?
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
look into the mirror
i don't recognise her any more
is that me?
i am aware that no amount of tears
could wash my wrong doings away
i caused everyone's misery, i caused my own misery
i feel terrible
i've been bottling my feelings up for the past 2 years
i'm going crazy i'm going crazy
i hate myself
besides saying sorry i dont noe wat esle i can do to make amends
i didn't mean to do it
belive me i didn't know things would turn out like that
how i wish taht fall during ice-skating could make me lose my memory
at least let me get away from reality for some time
i'm breaking down
soemone save me
